My Mecca Journey - (The Summary)

No words can describe how i feel right now;. even after a week since we left Mecca and Madinah; my heart still yearns to be there.. and still longing to be there...

I feel like im still adjusting to reality and dunya after we got back. It feels so surreal to be there last 2 weeks. I still can't get over the fact we were invited to god's home again.. 
Its really miraculous and amazing to experience such a warm welcoming place..
It really feels like i went home...Thank you Allah for inviting us to your beautiful home...

Even as it now im listening to Ayat Quran on Live Kaabah telecast. Somehow it brings me closer to the place and ubat my rindu... and sort of heals my heart at the same time..

I guess everything has its perfect timing. Everything turned out great the way god planned for us.. . Im still in awe how everything turned out the way its supposed to be... Subhanallah..

No words can express how amazing the feeling to surrender to the power of the Almighty. 
Feels like like i brought my whole life pain & misery there and brought to him my heart to get me fixed. Hehe.. After all we are humans; we just want to be happy right?...

Alhamdulillah ever since, i came home with inner peace and a sense of deep calmness. I can feel im more at ease and relaxed somehow... Its like knowing the whole chapter of my heart and my life is in god's hands - and trusting that everything is turning towards the perfect page as its supposed to be...

Im so grateful i get to experience this again. I know god doesn't just invite anyone to his home. I cant believe it took us 24 years to return again after years of planning! I feel privileged to get to visit and i know i have changed ever since..

Oh Allah.. Thank you for helping me fix my heart. I know its not much- but a lil bit is good enough to keep me going. Thank you for turning things accordingly to make me understand the reasoning behind each events. 

Everyday i asked to distant my heart from whats not meant for me... I prayed we always be under his blessings and wont stray too far away from his true path...
I prayed life will unfold the way its meant to be in his 'rahmat'.. Insya Allah to protect us from harm and bring us to jannah..

To be continued...