The after-FLU effect

Salam all..
its been ages since i last blogged..
its has been a VIRAL HOUSEHOLD for us for the past week,.. 

Sadly... we spent the last week of Raya nursing our poor sick baby... (Poor baby Ilman..)
he caught flu, on /off fever and quite a terrible cough ever since last open house,,,

Not sure where he got it from, but doc assured us its viral infection and quite a strong one.. even my work has been haywire too... bila anak sakit, its true they say mak jadi tak tentu arah,,, (im so mommy kannnn)

Anyways today is day 2 being away from baby Ilman after jaga-ing him the past week. Felt so rindu and wondering if he is ok.. tried to sejukkan my hati jugak (by telling myself he is in good hands) but deep down; im still his mommy.. worried.. and missing him sooo muchhh,,,
Plus i just couldnt forget the look on baby Ilman's face when i sent him off to Tok Ma's this morning.. His cute bulat eyes staring at me sad... as i walk away from my mum's place. He's quite smart now learning that he's mama has to leave for work... dont worry baby im coming home soon ok? counting the minutes k..

With all these Raya flu going on, i feel like wanting to take a holiday , a mini break from the current world..
Suddenly i feel so restless haunted by so many unfinished business and twists of complications.
(even though its not that complicated mane, but i feel the knots and turns killing my brain...) alasan je nii hehe

Maybe i love all our QUALITY time with the baby thati feel we sooo need a family holiday real soon!! 

Oklah papa, im waiting for you to bring us okays?
Silently im praying its soon.... (amin amin?) Insya Allah..

Love,
Ms D